My message to you

I know you’re not looking for me to change your mind or to keep trying. I just thought what was said left an impression and some perspective. 

Amanda is right about everything. My family and my friends all believe in us. And while she supports me and Katie also does as well. She can see the same things you do. I need to quit focusing on the wrong things and focus on communicating and not trying to solve all the big problems. Just to be happy and in the moment with you. I have never heard Amanda say that she sees me making a life with anyone and yet she pictures it with you. It made me think about how right you and her are about the same things. I spent so much time thinking about all the little things I could have done to make you feel better. I thought today about how all the times we’ve been just driving around holding hands I could have easily just kissed your hand a thousand times and told you I love you baby. But never did because I was always trying to make things happen that were out of my control.